Wednesday, May 26, 2010

The Ascension

Things have changed a lot in the past 9 years. I somehow feel that time has been running lot faster since 2000 and lot of people have experienced many symptoms of ascension. This website Emerging Earth Angels has listed some of the ascension symptoms. I originally found it through a friends blog amd mow iam copy pasting all the symptoms and my experience about it from this wonderful website. I feel that my readers may have also surely experienced quite a few or a lot many of them.

The List is as Follows

• Have you felt in recent years and months that you were stretching far beyond what you had the capacity to endure? Yes

• Have you had many emotional ups and downs, strange physical aches and pains, many losses in the form of friends, jobs, family, finances, and much of anything else? YES LOTS
• Have you experienced dizziness and vertigo, neck and back pain, intolerance for lower vibrating energy, and abdominal weight gain and bloating? Again YES
• Do you wonder who you are looking at in the mirror? Had a loss of identity? Not really

• Have you been “removed” from your usual means of employment and cannot seem to find another job, even though you never had this problem in the past? YES TERRIBLY YES
• Have you recently moved to a new geographical location? Having a very strong desire now
• Do you experience short periods when you are very cold and cannot seem to get warm? Not really
• Have you had hot flashes and night sweats not relating to menopause (even if you are a male?) Nops
• Do you feel you have been pushed out of your groove by lower vibrating people? I felt like that in my office and certain clubs I was a member of
• When you go out in public or to an event, do you feel as though you are “acting?” Sometimes yes
• Is it hard to remember and identify with the childhood version of you? Ooh SO very much
• Have you had a serious medical situation in recent years that left you feeling helpless and powerless? YES BAD MEDICAL SITUATION..Not just me but some other people too
• Do you crave the company of children and when in their presence suddenly feel that everything is now “right” and you can relax as you are home? ITS BEEN LIKE THIS FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW
• Have you had periods where you wake up at exactly the same time every night? Not Really
• Have you had anxiety, panic, or what feels like depression? Now a days not that much but yes it was a lot until 2 years ago
• Do you at times have strange and disturbing nightmares that are not normal for you? Not really
• Have you ever had experiences of forgetting what you were going to say and finding it near impossible to “find” the words you were meaning to speak? Yes that has happened
• Have you had periods of time when you continually saw repeating numbers, whether on digital clocks, license plates, or other arenas? Not really seeing ;but yes there is a pattern. I have gotten double digit numbers on my license plate my swimming pool membership card my 3 ATM cards. And when iam asked to think of a number this 44 or 144 always pops up in my head.
• Do you continually mis-spell words or superimpose sentences and spelling when you attempt to write something, even though you may have been a master at grammar and spelling for most of your life? OMG YES ..SO MUCH YES. Its been a perennial problem
• Have you had times in your life where you felt “no sense of place?” not much but I kind of can relate to it
• Do you continually have short-term memory loss and at times cannot remember things that occurred only yesterday or even a moment before? YES LOTS
• Have you experienced periods of what felt like low blood sugar forcing you to eat every two hours whether you wanted to or not? I had that 2 years ago
• Are your emotions out of control from time to time (sudden weeping and sadness, or are you just plain over-emotional)? Do you ever feel lost and alone? Yes that has happened
• Do you at times feel that there is nowhere left to go that remotely fits you anymore? Yes I do that feeling from time to time
• Have you found that the only way to stay sane is to be home in your own personal sanctuary? Humm I have to agree
• Do you have a strong sense that you are here to accomplish something, but you cannot remember what it is? Do you “miss” something, but are not sure exactly what? YES its been like that for quite a LOT of time
• Do you feel ungrounded and spinning out of control at times but not at other times? Hum not literally spinning , but ungrounded for sure
• Do you wonder why things seem to be getting worse instead of better? OOH YES ALL THE TIME
• Has it become difficult to be in crowds, large stores, and the like? Have you seen lights, heard voices, had ringing or buzzing in the ears, or felt unusual energy pulsing through your body? Do you have bouts of allergy symptoms or sinus problems and headaches? Have you ever felt energy pouring through the top of your head?
Yes I feel as if something is kept on my head from time to time for the past 2 years. Energy, yes! That is also quite frequent. Recently, I experienced buzzing and hearing strange sounds during a certain initiation. Allergy was these until 3-4 years ago.
• Have you quit reading spiritual and personal growth material? Not completely But yes Its drastically reduced
• Is it increasingly difficult to spend substantial amounts of time around individuals who seem dis-connected, “ego” driven, or who embody many “issues”? Do you just want to flee? I have got most of such people out of my life
• Do you wonder where in the world you have landed, feel that you do not belong here, and want to go “home”? That used to happen almost all the time daily from 2000 to 2006

If you have experienced a fair amount of the above, you are most likely having or have had in the past, the most common of the ascension symptoms and experiences. There are far too many to list here, and far too many of us have had these strange and common occurrences to warrant them as an accident or perhaps some kind of bizarre virus. These symptoms and experiences are a direct result of our spiritual expansion process, as we begin to vibrate higher and begin to embody more light than ever before. (A brief note: It is always best to seek medical attention when necessary, as certainly not all of our strange symptoms can be attributed to the ascension process.)

Our New Symptoms and How We have Evolved
• Have you lost your desire to be a healer? Not completely but yes its very very reduced
• Have you felt in recent months that the energy you used to embody is no longer there? Its lessened
• Do you wonder what you are now supposed to connect to and wonder how to connect as well? Sometimes that happens
• Do you suddenly feel that your life is “here” and not back “home” somewhere? Yes I would say 90% of that has happened
• Have you given up any desires to save anyone or anything and only simply desire to stay put without extending? Not completely given up but yes significantly reduced
• Have you given up belonging to groups and continually discussing spiritual matters? Again yes. My affiliation to groups has reduced.
• Have you discontinued meditating, “clearing,” and intentional actions involving creating, moving energy, or consulting divination sources? Again I will say not stopped but reduced very much as compared to before
• Have you lost the desire to bring up the energy of the planet, heal it, or the like? Well it’s not gone, but sense of being responsible for actions towards earth has evolved
• Do you no longer have the urge to make anything happen by yourself? I still have some urges to make things happen but I wish other things to happen on their own
• Are you tired of being alone when it never bothered you before, and now crave the companionship of another or others? Not really! but my wish for some company is gone up a little, however I still prize my aloneness
• Is your own personal energy more “subtle” than it used to be? Yes subtle enough to need extra focus to be felt or experienced tangibly
• Do you often feel invisible when you go out in public? Not much but yes sometimes I do
• Are your needs frequently met with ease, with no real effort on your part? Or rather, are you rarely lacking anything? Mostly my needs have been taken care of, but now I do feel some lack at times
• Have you begun setting strong boundaries and find that you are not as “open” to everything and everyone as you used to be? Yes I am not as open as I used to be
• Have you grown to appreciate the small things and find that you are not so interested in material possessions, getting what you want, or having to have things a certain way? No that has not yet completely happened
• Have you come to realize that everything is not about you, that the behavior of others has nothing to do with you, and thus, you no longer take things personally? Yes, it has been there for quite sometime
• Do you put yourself first in regard to your health and happiness? Yes I do
• Are you now comfortable refusing to participate in things that feel very “wrong” to you? Yes I can refuse more comfortably now
• Is it easy for you to close the door on others, knowing that you need not be “nice” and accommodating when interacting with them was not your idea in the first place? Yes
• Do you feel a peace and tranquility that you had rarely experienced in the past, and do you now feel safe and protected? Not really
• Are you ready to retire? I want to but can’t retire
• Do you notice much more of what is around you, instead of what is going on within you? No nothing like that
• Do you easily and clearly see others and what they are here to contribute? Do you acknowledge them and connect to them easily when appropriate? Many times yes other times it takes me time to recognize
• Are you aware of the whole, can you interact in groups without taking over or discounting the contribution and gifts of others, and can you allow others to become involved without having a “don't tell me what to do” or controlling attitude? Yes I can do that
• Have you come to realize than nothing needs to be “fixed” and never did? Have you dis-continued offering your services when you were not even asked (and this includes being asked by nature and the planet herself as well)? Humm kind of yes I have discontinued many times I don’t give if I find it taxing to me
• Do you find the answers within yourself now, rarely consulting any outside sources? No not always
• Do you know that you are not perfect and never will be? Yes I am well aware of it
• Do you possess a great gift or ability, are frequently told about this by others, but have no idea what they are talking about? In some cases it has happened
• Are you comfortable watching another suffer, knowing that this is their path and that it has a higher purpose? Not very comfy to see others suffer but yes I have kind of learnt to be more detached from the whole situation every ting def has a bigger picture
• Are you able to make decisions from your gut, your intuition, or rather what simply “feels” right without any rational explanation? Yes been mostly doing that only
• Do you know what is yours to do, and realize that much everything else is someone else's passion or purpose, there-by staying in your own role and not taking over someone else's? Not reached there as yet
• Have you found that you spend more of your time and focus simply on one of your passions or talents, and not on a variety of interests as you may have done in the past? Yes I have

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