Thursday, December 25, 2008

Shri Bhagwan Answers on Enlightinment

Question: What is the real meaning of Enlightenment?
Sri Kalki: See, to be enlightened is not to feel separate from the other.You are there. You feel you are separate from all these people. Suppose you are to become enlightened, you will say you only are the other. If you feel that way, where can there be conflict? There can only be love. Isn 't it? That's all there is to it. And always there is happiness also. A happy person cannot trouble others. An unhappy person will be pinching other. Will give pain to others. After Enlightenment nobody gives trouble to another. Everybody is happy. You will find in this village, all people gathering, singing and dancing. All kinds. Caste is not a problem. Once you are Enlightened there is no caste. The Harijan, the Bramhin, all will be singing and dancing. Everything goes off.
The caste is gone. Muslims dancing with Hindus - you can see it in this village. Everything has happened because they are in a different state. They are all helping. You don't find street fights. Completely transformed. And we had taken up this place because it was a horrible place. That's where we have proved it. Total transformation.

Every month we are having a program. Atleast 500 people come for Enlightenment from the local villages. People are standing in a queue, because we cannot take more than that. It is spreading very fast. Imagine the whole of India Enlightened. Then, what happens to all the problems that we are talking about? There is a coolie in this village who is Enlightened. Now, every rich man wants her to come their house and perform Kalasha Pooja in their house. It's a pride to invite her to their house now. All social dynamics have changed.

How come people are getting transformed so suddenly? Because this does not take much time. Yesterday you were very ordinary. Today you are transformed. Just 24 hours. And it's irreversible and permanent. So what more can somebody ask for? Poor people in villages are dancing in joy and they call their dance "The dance of Freedom". Even the richest man in Karnataka cannot have 1/1000th of their joy. And ofcourse along with this joy you will also become prosperous. The mind is so clear. Whatever they touch, it is successful.

Question: What are the means to become happy?
Sri Kalki: To me happiness is when you help others. But helping others is not so easy. When I do this Neuro-Biologial transformation, you naturally feel like helping others. And as you help others you become happy. You can try and see. When you help you become happy. But you must be naturally helping others, which is a state of mind.

Question: How is it going to be in the next 10 years?

Sri Kalki: I am producing Enlightened people by the hundreds everyday. Soon its going to be an explosion. I will say this is the last phase of man. It is like - Man has been building a house for so many thousands of years now. And 2004 to 2012 is the grahapravesham. Man has reached the final stage after all these years of struggle. You will see a very different world, which you cannot even imagine now and it will happen very fast. Very very fast.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Timeless Insights – Relationships

The followling is the mail i got as a part of Teachings of shri Amma n Bhagwan founders of Oneness university.It s really worth a read and insights here can powerfully alter people's lives in all dimensions.I request you to please go through it very carefully.And i pray that those who read it should be blessed by beloved Amma n Bhagwan.

Miracles are natural occurrences in everybody's life. They are part of the divine scheme. Miracles are all the time happening in your life; sometimes sought but very often unsought. A failure is recognizing grace and channelizing it when required could very often be traced to improper relationships. All problems in relationships could basically be traced to hurt; you either hurt or get hurt. It is the need to control or possess people, like you would be a piece of furniture that leads to mutual pain.

The resultant discord in relationships manifests itself in the external world as problems with health, finance, career, even lack of spiritual growth. This is because, "the external world is essentially the reflection of the internal world". That is why each one of you comes across custom-made life situations meant especially for you. When you discover love in relationships, forgive and seek forgiveness from those you have hurt, your heart flowers and you begin to experience grace. Greater your love, greater would be the grace that you would witness in your own life.

[1]All love could only begin with love for oneself. I have always maintained that you could do only to others what you do unto yourself. Contemplate on it and you would discover that the way you relate to yourself internally is exactly the way you relate to others. If you condemned and criticized yourself for every thought, word or deed of yours, you would certainly do the same to the others also. If you were obsessed and disturbed with your own shortcomings, you would trouble others as well about their shortcomings too. When you stop warring with yourself and accept yourself as you are, you are in love with yourself. You have made peace within and hence with the world. Remember, "to love your neighbour, you need to love yourself first".

[2]Next to relationship with oneself, is one's relationship with one's parents. Your relationship with your parents forms the mould in which you would experience all the other relationships in life, including God. Let us say, you are hurt with your father since you hate his domineering attitude, you would certainly come across many such people who to you, reflect your father. They could be your friend, spouse or your superior. You would resent authority wherever you come across it and hence damage yourself. If you were hurt with your mother because you felt she preferred your sister to you; remember this hurt would be carried through life colouring every other relationship with your mother making you feel unloved. A troubled relationship with your mother would mean unnecessary health problems and obstacles in your path to achievement and with your father would mean financial losses. If you would somehow work out your relationship with them, get over your hurts and seek their forgiveness, a break through is round the corner. Seek the blessings of your parents with gratitude and grace would flow through them to you.
[3] The basic problem in relationship with one's spouse is the constant endeavour to understand and to change the other. All the time you are analyzing your partner. Innumerable factors, in fact the whole universe is acting upon your partner creating him or her from moment to moment. When somebody is changing all the time, how could you possibly understand? Any effort to understand is futile. By the time you understand they would have changed. You have tried so many ways to change your spouse – by remaining silent, by fighting back, by advising, by showing love and care, by staying away. But sadly the expected change very often does not happen. Trying to change your spouse you are unconsciously implying that he or she is not good enough to be loved. This hurts and in turn leads to a distance in relationships. Trying to change your spouse is like going to the same movie for 365 days, expecting that the climax would change someday. If the key to your happiness lies in the change you would like to see in others, they you have a very difficult if not an impossible price to pay.. The door to happiness that you are trying to open through the transformation of your spouse is but a mirage. All transformation is a happening, life or grace has to do it. When you accept and experience your spouse, as she or he is, that is the beginning to love.
[4] Being a parent is one of the most difficult roles to play. Much of humanity is a victim to the lovelessness of their own parents. Since it is very difficult to show love if one has not received it, you as parents do not know what is to love your child. Being possessive and trying to fulfil your own unfulfilled needs through your child is not love. Love is not merely fulfilling their requirements.

A child needs much more than care. It needs to experience your attention, friendship and acceptance that is unconditional. You need to be awake to the change occurring in your child and cope with it through understanding. No child is damaged by the firmness its parents holds for it. The best way to relate to your is sometimes to become a child yourself.
One who has experienced love in his or her childhood naturally grows into a loving partner or friend, an understanding parent and very often a successful individual. A happy human being is also a spiritual human being.

Contemplative Questions:

Here is a set of questions that would provoke you and put you through some soul searching. They are not about religion nor about ethics. They are merely about you.

They are not meant to serve as solutions nor are they meant to lead you anywhere. These questions are meant to serve as tools to discovering yourself.

1. How similar are you to the person who most abhor? What in them do you dislike? Do you fear you have that in you too?

2. Could you boast of a miracle or something totally surprising and pleasant landing out of the blue in your life? How does the memory of it affect you?

3. Is there someone you have hurt and have not contemplated seeking forgiveness? Why?

4. Can you correlate your financial loses and obstacles on the path to success to your relationships with your parents?

5. How would you categorize your relationship with your partner – thrilling, manageable, impossible?

6. What are you trying to change in your partner?

7. Given that your child is going to learn the art of relating from you. What kind of an example are you setting?

Forever at the Lotus Feet of Sri Amma Bhagavan,

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Indian Red Tape

In the wake of recent bomb blasts & terrorist attack in mumbai there are series of emails being circulated which echos the sentiment of "enough is enough". Iam posting one of them.Having gone through some experiences in the last few months its really most appropriate title.This series of "caught in the great inidan red tape" i shall be posting more of this soon. But for now this forward I recieved very much echos my sentiments too.
1. Do not worry about those who have come thru boats...
Our forces can easily defeat them.
WORRY about those who have come thru votes....
Those are our REAL ENEMIES.

2. What a shame and disgrace to every citizen of India
that the elite NSG Force was transported into ordinary BEST
buses, whereas our cricketers are transported into state of
the art luxury buses, these Jawans lay down their lives to
protect every Indian and these cricketers get paid even if
they lose a match, we worship these cricketers and forget
the martyrdom of these brave Jawans.
The Jawans should be paid the salaries of the cricketers
and the cricketers should be paid the salaries of the

3. An ace shooter shoots and gets gold medal, govt
gives 1cr, another shooter dies while shooting terrorist,
govt gives 5 lakh.
WHO DESERVES MORE? Huh.. This is our India....

Please be a patriot and forward this to everyone u know.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Anguish Of the Day

My whole day was really bad today ..but i know ..things will improve some how ..n i have decided to take on this ..i dunno how iam gonna do it or what...but now ..without med hi theek karna hai apne aap ko ..3 sal ho gaye meds le ke ..kuch improvement hai ..but not what i had expected ..or not what was needed ..
Itna sab seekha hai ..dusron ko help karta rehta hun ..lekin agar khud mein nahi aaya improvement to kya faida..i was on rs 600 meds per week its 400rs per months ..i cant spend any more now hoga ab dekhange ...le ke bhi kuch nahi farak ho raha hai ..its really time to accept what iam ..if iam mad iam talant then so be it ..not worth 6 or 7lakhs job a year .fuck it ...not an engineer ..leave it ...its time i just leave all ...
and its time my mom also accepts her son.
if leaving meds means more madness so be it. Not entitled for a good life or marriage etc ..ok ..its time that i live like a dead man.
It's a challange to my spiritual initiations energies
n i really am leaving all hope n be in bare naked truth. all this anger sounds stupid ,,a call for help or something ..but this is what is my state right now now ...

Thursday, November 06, 2008

Focus of the week card -2

The second card in the focus of the week :--

Focus For The week

Last whole month has been crazy and what iam going through is quite chaotic.I have been caught up in polar opposite feelings right in the same moment.My life My mind are chaotic and Iam racing. I feel sad depressed frustrated angry ,on myself and those around me ..and yet at the same time ..there seems to be some stream of calmness a sense of acceptance n some observer of sorts who just smiles in fun at the chaos is also present. Most of the time outside I seem calm composed n silent but inside there is a stream of discontent that flows. So I feel caught up in what is the truth. I know that Both the things are real But some part of me knows ..although its real it does not necessary mean its the truth. So iam experiencing the chaos along with calmness. I do know that iam being very abstract,someone may feel iam being vague ..but no iam not vague ..iam being abstract,coz thats what this thing feels like and I do not have the skill as of now to put it i shall not make any further attempt.
As iam working with the healing cards...this is going to be my focus for the week to come.I know its going to help.


Hello People,I have recently recieved a mail which has the quoted message of one of the dasaji (monk) of the oneness university.Iam going to just quote the whole thing here. The reason i liked it is,whatever is written in the mail has not only been a presonal realisation supported by personal experience.This is actully the way that I have been not only able to help myself but also many many others who have approached for help to me for their relationship problems.This is the pivotal point of my way of counselling the people.That is what is my focus whenever I try to counsel someone.And it takes a certain amount of absoloute honesty and courage to be able to see ourself.So many times or rather i say 99% times people have faced problem in relationship,or work, it's the shadow side of ourselves of being a human that rules us and our behaviour,and thus it takes humbleness ,honestly and courage to face our ugliness and accept it.But as soon as we do it, there happens a huge amount of healing and we can actually feel a shift of paradigm in terms of energy and perception.This honest self enquiry not only heals but also empowers us. As we shift the focus from outer (from whats out there troubling me ) to inner (that what inside of myself attracted this to me,what can i do to myself in order to heal this),we are not only able to seal off the energy leakeage but taking personal responsibility empowers us to change a lot of things in life. afterall responsibility means ..RESPONSE Ability ..we are given the ABILITY to RESPOND ..(I DONT MEAN ..REACT .I MEAN RESPOND..there is difference between the two)
Ok now that i have typed a lot of gyan which may seem out of context so i better quote the mail ..once you read what's in the mail and re-read what's written above it may make a lot more sense. I hope it helps ..not just the readers but also myself. Afterall mastering someting does require practice and reminding.
this is the mail.

How to Heal Relationship Problems : By-Krishnaraj Dasaji

When having relationship problems, you need to actually start opening up to yourself, because there is a very major part of ourselves that we're not aware of. What we have failed to see about ourselves is a major portion of our lives, and that has to be unveiled and has to experienced.
People also must know that they're not being subjected to a punishment or some kind of mental torture. It is more like a healing process to help them. This knowledge can help you to actually experience the whole process without resisting or fighting it.
Every time you go through a relationship problem, you actually get to see more of yourself. It's not that you're getting to see something about the other person, you're only getting to see that side of you that is hurt, that which wants love, which wants attention, which cannot forgive, which's not accepted, which feels rejected.
It is these things that you are getting to see about yourself when going through a relationship problem. It is something that you have to process through, otherwise how long can this be kept swept under the carpet--how long can this be suppressed? You have to let Divine Grace put you through this. Please know full well that you are not being judged or condemned by the Divine when you're being put through such a process. You are only being helped. This is a healing process to help you grow in relationship with the Divine, and grow in love and joy. As you start accepting all this within yourself, you are truly finally accepting the other person also. All of us tend to think that talking with the other person, or reasoning with them, or applying some principle is going to help us. That is not the truth. You can only know and accept the resistance you have to that relationship.

When you say you have a relationship problem, please understand that you are not having a problem with the relationship or the other person; you are only having a problem within yourself. You are only having a problem accepting all this reality about yourself--that you may be a person who craves attention, who has still not forgiven, who feels guilty about your past, or who is unable to stop hating someone, etc.
The other person is immaterial, and who he or she is isn't what is making you uncomfortable. How you experience him or her within you is the cause of your relationship problem. And that is what has to be experienced. So in every crisis you are only getting to see more of yourself. It has nothing to do with the other person.As you start facing the truth of your own resistance; it starts the melting of it under the heat of your awareness.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Updates n info on Bovis scale

Hello ,
It's been long time since i last blogged.Things have been going on with real speed,and I, as usual,have been doing a lot than what i should handle.The result is that ,Iam down for 2 days with huge pain which rendered me not able to stand or walk without considrable amount of pain and discomfort. When i checked on the bovis scale Iam still balanced at 8 K on the comso telliric channel.But my centrifugal and centripital energies were low..Although low, still balanced at 6500.Cellular harmoney energy, was again,at a cut off level of 6500. The level of 6500 is the level of being very tired. So i need to rest right from cellular level.Just body rest is not sufficient.I kept wondering what cellular level rest means, and how i could have it.And I finally discovered, that it means deep level of healing rest one can have in deep meditation or hypnosis; as well as healing and getting rid of the memory of trauma at the cellular level.This is what is ment by childhood healing using the symbol of HSZSN and ZONAR(in reiki) in combination and sending it to ourselves as children;which if done in deep meditation affects the cells too. Zonar symbol is afterall useful in cellular level healing too.
As i was reffering to the readings above,about different energies,not many people understood what I was talking about, so I posted some things about the bovis-meter scale on a community "IAM A REIKI HEALER" on orkut. That post is a compilaton from different sites and one or two blogs.In order to make clear what I ment above Iam posting the same thing here as well.I hope it helps readers understand energitics on a certain calibrated level.

With the use of the lecher antenna, the intensity of rays of a place, plant, or object can be measured. One of the scales that can be used to have an idea of "how much" or "how high" is the vibration is the BOVIS Scale or Bio meter developed by the Frenchman André BOVIS.
Bovis Scale is used for identification of stresses from the distance Coupled with Lecher Antenna. Each movements of Antenna on the scale with reference to the mass on the drawings can give us enough knowledge about positive and negative features of the site, without actually visiting the site.
The BOVIS Scale correlates measurable energy emanations from matter, such as a landscape, geological fault, body of water, or underground stream, according to whether it is beneficial or detrimental to human health.
Scientists have discovered a direct correlation between the Bovis scale and the direction of spin displayed by an atom or molecule. Atoms registering in the negative Bovis range will spin to the right, or clockwise. Atoms in the positive Bovis range spin, to the left, or counterclockwise. Examples found in nature of this spin properly include cellular DNA, which is a left-turning spiral: in contrast, cancer cells are in a right-turning spiral.
The Bovis Scale quantifies or measures how positively or negatively charged a substance is. For living organisms, the key reference point on the scale is found at 6,500 Bovis energy units
The charge is in the NEGATIVE range, or life-detracting

The energy gradually becomes more POSITIVE, or life-enhancing

Is found between 8,000 to 10,000 Bovis, or slightly positive
Creates energy in the 7,000 to 18,000 range This energy is also referred to as "Biophotons", which are light particles invisible to our eyes. This positive energy is necessary to the maintenance on Earth
How to use a BOVIS Scale:
The Bovis Scale is very simple to use – follow the following method:
1] One method used to measure the quality of the rays in a place or object, is to make contact mentally, and then, formulating questions to the BOVIS unit. With the lecher antenna moving lengthwise along the base line, it is progressively moved along the scale until the antenna gives a dip to cross the line. The point at which the lecher antenna dips below to the scale is the point to be read.

[2] If no response is seen by the time the lecher antenna reaches the end of the scale at 10,000 BOVIS units, then return to the start, and count 11,000, 12,000, 13,000, 14,000 etc. and extrapolate to higher figures as required.

[3] For more accuracy and for extrapolation, the additional small scale can be used to suit the type of measurement. For example it can help to narrow down a reading to a more precise figure as well as being used as a multiplier.
One method used is to measure the quality of the rays in a place or, a large or small thing (the latter can be placed on the left hand side of the Biometer) One makes contact mentally and by use of the lecher antenna, formulates questions to the BOVIS unit, which results in a side to side movement of the lecher antenna over the zero base. The movement of the lecher antenna should be observed until the lecher antenna dips constantly to one specific point on the scale. The answer can then be read. Should the lecher antenna dips to a point beyond 10,000 BOVIS units, then by extrapolation and returning to the zero base, count 11,000, 12,000 etc.
At 8500-- Is person’s top, completely recharge.
At 7500-- Person in good health.
At 6500 --A tired person
At 6000 --Very tired person, it is final limit, and under this point you are sick.
Between 8500 and 9000 -- A man who is able to heal people using his hands.
Above 9000 ---It is not rare to verify that his has medium power.
Above 10 000 --- The good Cosmo -telluric place are often.
6500 BOVIS -- Human Being
6500 to 16000 BOVIS ----Chakras.
11000 BOVIS --------- Church Bell.
14000 BOVIS -------- Tibetan Temple.
1000000 BOVIS -------Swastika (Any Size)

These are just sample readings. The readings are taken by adjusting lecher antenna by moving visor on the calibrated scale of antenna to resonate with a particular wavelength.

I hope that the above information is helpful to those who have read the above posts.
In my next topic i shall try to post some of the readings observed in few of my reiki classes as well as readings i have observed and witnessed.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Why I blog irregular

This is one question bothering me. I just don’t feel like expressing much. It’s been like this for nearly a year or so now. There was a time when I loved to write. It was such an important aspect of who I was. This included poetry too. I had poems springing up in my head at times like when I am eating or driving and for gods sakes even in sleep or dreams. I remember at least 3 times when I was actually asleep n something was going in my head that seemed like a dream and some poem just happened I had to make an effort to get up n take it down because I may very well forget it till the next time I wake up. 2-3 poems have been written at time like 2 am or so in the night. And writing for anything I would hardly leave a chance. But for the past whole year I feel I have gone numb of sorts. Not that I don’t react or don’t rhyme but I just don’t feel like putting it down. Initially I was always excited to show some poem at least to my mom and dad and friends. Slowly I stopped showing it to friends. Everyone used to say I was too philosophical. Now I object to that, I mean “hello” how much philosophic can a 9th grader be. Although it was way back but not everyone dares to read or listen to my poems even now. Later somehow although I wrote I never bothered to even show it to my mom. And for the year and a half I don’t even bother to write. Some sort of numbness has come inside me.

I got a huge fire recently from a friend of mine about not blogging, about the real serious stuff that I keep saying or teachings or my observations etc. Even I thought why have I become so lazy? But no it’s not really laziness its some kind of numbness that I feel inside. I don’t know what it is or why is it. Maybe it’s because my mom kind of discouraged being too emotional,(I always wrote when I feel too emotional. She loved my poems but said well it’s a sign of being over emotional. Reading and writing have been my passion for as long as I remember. And I never cared if anyone liked what I wrote I just used to force them to read. But now I don’t know why I feel that what’s the point when no one bothers? That raises another question; since when did I start caring or considering if OTHERS care or bother or not. And I have been like this for say like more than a year or so. I don’t know if this numbness has any remedy or not or how long will it last. I really hope I get over it soon and be able to start active blogging. And fulfill the reason which made me even create this blog.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

hum..some time pas..what am i if i was a sense..

You are the Sense of Sight

You are a very observant, detail oriented person.

You are able to take in a lot of information at once.

You often see things that other people never notice.

You have a good eye for design and aesthetics.

You love to be surrounded by beauty - natural or not.

When you imagine how something should look, you see it clearly in your mind.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

No power for Unfinished tasks

Well another long gap in blogging. But the fact is that I have nearly 3 blog posts half or more than half written and nearly 4 half written emails to be posted, and main reason for them to remain unfinished ( Besids my being a lil lazy n spoilt), is that we have been running low on power. We are having powercuts. Although initially they were on 3hrs duration..that itself made my timings for other things and net surfing different n difficuilt..Then they increased it by 45 mins. Now the newspaper reports that it shall be extended even more for n hour a day.And in addition to that,water supply is going to be restricted.How sicker can that get. Already my timings are distorted. hence really not finding serious time for some serious blogging. Lets see n hope that we get out of this crisis ..there is much to be written n told.till then seeya ...
In love n light

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Shifted Energies

SO the big lazy me is here again. Guilty of not blogging for quite some time now.
Apart from my exams which went ok and so so ; With as usual giving me taste of variety of things, Right from anxiety to elation and rapture to possession (I know it sounds absurd but only those who have spoken to me in that period would know what I am talking about);I got to see things on the spectrum ranging from one polarity to another. And no sooner my exams were over; I have had a rush of people here. And I was amazed at the stamina at with which I could talk.
TALK TALK TALK ..Thats all I did for nearly 9hrs or more constantly for 3 days. I spoke so much that my vocal chords actually could feel the fatigue. When I proudly told of this feat to a friend of mine on the chat, she was completely UN-IMPRESSED.
She was like "SO - Big deal you spoke, that’s what you always do" She has this belief that I always talk too much, whereas the fact is I have actually remained silent sparingly talking with my mom only when necessary and in practical MAUNA for days at a stretch. And my friend just didn't believe it.
However today has been quieter. And by evening i had that very typical sensation of strain on the crown chakra. So I went to Mr.Manjunath to check my energy levels with his Lecher Antenna.
What I found was completely opposite of what i was expecting. In so many months whenever I have had that strain on crown feeling, it’s usually the global and telluric energies that are affected and dripped. However, today my cosmic was little less than usual. Still strong than most general population (8100), my cosmic level hardly goes down below 8600 and is max times at full 9000 bovis units. And even more surprising was that my global and telluric energies were at full 9000 level. I wonder how did this happen. And whatever is the case I am surprised that even at 8000 cosmic I can feel strain of the head, whereas for max people they never go above 7 or max 7.5K.
However this too has its advantages. After many days i was doing lots of work and accomplished maximum things i had decided. This is a very typical feature of good telluric energies. I hope I remain balanced on all the 3 fronts.
A LOT has happened that can be enthusiastically blogged about; hopefully I shall be coming up with some posts pretty soon. However i still wonder what may have caused this shift?

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Today's Healing card

Iam working with these healing cards. They seem to be really great as far as raising my awareness to a specific area of the life or the body. I cant use them like tarot,so I just dowse for number and pick up a card to be followed which is at that number from the deck. i have had surprising out comes with these lately. For now iam posting what was my todays card and what was the lesson.Its really so surpring my pendulum come's up with this stuff. I must say Its the YOD Initiation which rocks it.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

The perfect reflection

Ok to those who care to read my blog ,I know i havent written anyting original in weeks. The basic fact is, soo much goes on at the moment that I either can't write it all, or; iam so caught up in processing that i just don't feel like writing. However iam adding a video on this particular blog. This is something that is a part of what is going on inside me. A real struggle. A fact that is making me feel caught. This video is related to that only. The details about what iam really going through may come out after 15 may. Meanwhile i hope that the readers enjoy this small video clip.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Today,s recipie and Prayer for the day

Every morning, take a full glass of gratitude

When getting to work, take one spoon of peace

Every hour, take one pill of patience, one cup of brotherhood and one glass of humanity.

When getting home, take one dose of love

When getting to bed,Sip clear conscience.

Do not give in into sadness or desperation for what you are going through today.

God knows how you feel......

God knows exactly and with perfection what is being allowed to happen to you in your life at this precise moment.

God's purpose for you is simply perfect.

He wants to show you things that only you can understand by living what you are living, and by being in the place you are now.

May God give you...
For every storm, a rainbow,
For every tear, a smile,
For every care, a promise,
And a blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends,
A faithful friend to share,
For every sigh, a sweet song,
And an answer for each prayer.

I would have---A reflection on life in the time of death.

(Written after she found out she was dying from cancer).

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.

I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.

I would have talked less and listened more.

I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.

I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.

I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.

I would have shared more of the responsibility carried by my husband.

I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.

I would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains.

I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.

I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.

Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.

When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner." There would have been more "I love you's"; more "I'm sorry's."

But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute... look at it and really see it ... live it and never give it back. STOP SWEATING THE SMALL STUFF!!!

Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what!

Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us.

Let's think about what you have been blessed with, and what we are doing each day to promote ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally. I hope you have a joyous day.

you will never be sorry---( good one)

I got this in my e mail today. thought i could share it here also.

For thinking before acting.

For hearing before judging.

For forgiving your enemies.

For being candid and frank in love.

For helping a fallen brother.

For being honest in business.

For thinking before speaking.

For standing by your principles.

For closing your ears to gossip.

For bridling a slanderous tongue.

For harboring pure thoughts.

For sympathizing with the afflicted.

For being courteous and kind to all.

Don't copy if you can't paste

At training program for top management,a well-known motivational speaker gathering the entire crowd's attention, said, "The best years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who wasn't my wife !"

The crowd was shocked!

He followed up by saying, "That woman was my mother!"

The crowd burst into laughter and he gave his speech, which was well received.

About a week later, one of the top managers who had the training decided to use that joke at his house. He tried to rehearse the joke in his head. It was a bit foggy to him.

He said loudly, "The greatest years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who was not my wife!"

Naturally,his wife was shell shocked, murmuring. After standing there for almost 10 seconds trying to recall the second half of the joke, the manager finally blurted out "... and I can't remember who she was !"

As expected, he got thrashing of his life time....

Moral of the story: Don't copy if you can't paste

To Risk

Through humor, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers.

And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be,
you can survive it.

To love is to risk not being loved in return.

To hope is to risk pain.

To try is to risk failure,

but risk must be taken because
the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

Love comes to those who still
hope even though they've been disappointed,

to those who still believe even
though they've been betrayed,

to those who still love even though they've
been hurt before.

Without hope life is not worth living...

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

A Sweet Thing To Cherish

This is someting really very beautiful i recently came across.Hopefully everyone likes it and loves it the way i do.

Sunday, March 09, 2008

About Engineering Maths

Now that iam officially going to enter the month form which exatly 30 days reamin for my exams all that i can bloody think of is exams and freaking Engineering Mathematics. The CALCULUS we have is the most widely used varient of maths in engineering.So this poem is a ytibute to calculus.(This inst my original work and I dont know the auther,If i come to know of the original poet iam ginna give the credit)so for now enjoy

Looking for the tangent
It's really m we seek
With epsilon and delta
Mathematics looks like Greek

Trying to find a limit
Everything gets small
If you can't determine it
You land in L'Hopital

Calculus, Calculus
Let us celebrate
Riemann Sums, so much fun
We can integrate

Calculus, Calculus
Let us celebrate
dx, dy, dz, dt
We love related rates

Calc 2 is coming next
The really fun stuff starts
Integral x sin(x)
Only works in parts

Summing the series harmonic
The terms keep getting small
But isn't it ironic?
It won't converge at all

Calculus, Calculus
Put your mind at rest
Most divergent series fail
The Root or Ratio Test

Calculus, Calculus
While we sing this song
We can sum (1/2)n
It won't take all day long

Now on to Calc 3
Learning spheres and cones
Maximizing functions
With seventeen unknowns

Fancy vector fields
Finding flux of curl
Using Mr. Stokes
Over a circle

Calculus, Calculus
Ain't it really cool
Gauss and Green are really keen
Don't take them for fools

Calculus, Calculus
Ain't it really cool
f and g, composing thee
Time for the chain rule

Friday, March 07, 2008

Interesting Facts About Reiki.

Interesting Facts about Reiki.

1. Dr Usui never taught about chakras. The original attunement process called REIJU in japanese did not involve any chakras nor symbols,

2. Actual reju did not involve attuning the tandai points also. The original usui reju attuned the person’s aura as a whole entity

to reiki.
3. Original Reiju did not involve Imprinting symbols on chakras as done today ..but involved chanting of WAKA lines or shingon mantra.

3. The level one was called as shoden level 2 as okuden and third or teacher ship level was called as shinpindin.(now a day’s 4 or five levels are practiced).

4, The person after Takata..Most probably Barbara Weber ray introduced the concepts of chakras.

5. The word ATTUNEMENT means tuning into the frequency of reiki Just like we Tune the radio or TV to a frequency to receive transmission of a particular channel.

6. There is still one gakkai (means society) in Japan which still uses the same old reiju procedure on weekly basis like Dr Usui did. One of the members Mr Hirosho Doi and his friends were actually surprised at the way attunements are done in western world. Like a person was considered having completed shoden after 4 weeks of training in hands on healing.each week there used to be a 4 rejus and training would make level one, but the way we practice it today ..We get all 4 attunements in a single day.

This happened because Dr hayashi did 4 rejus in 4 days which was again changed by takata into one single day for the convenience of the busy western world.

7. The research of Walter Lubeck, Mark Hosak, frank ajavara petter,william lee rand, shows the original facts..up to the details of what Practices Dr Usui did to undergo to be able to reicive reiki. Like the pilgrimage of 88 temples he had to undergo.
8. His 21 days of sadhana included what is now called as morning star meditation..Chanting of heart sutra and dimond sutra and a specific mantra of the medicine buddha vajrasattva. And certain kriyas and mudra meditations chiba breathing pranayams.
9. Dr Usui selected Mt Kyoto Koriyama for his final stage of sadhana coz at least 2 people before him received their enlightenment there. One of them was most famous monk called Kukai.

If you want some details you may refer to book called "Complete reiki source book" the other details are included in other books.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Another Video Post

The reason I haven’t posted anything for so long is not because I was lazy, but I was experiencing some kind of a writer’s block and at the same time I was honestly busy.
The last whole month and especially last 2 weeks seem to have brought a whirl wind of changes.
Though all of them are not very pleasant but I firmly believe that all are for the ultimate best. This is something I have started referring to as second wave of a multi dimensional cleansing process.
Not a single day is going without learning something new about myself or something completely new or rather completely ignored aspects of lot of things.
Among the various things, one of the foremost is about angels. There is a lot I could speak ask and discuss however I will just end this blog by adding this video from you tube about angelic humans.
I am adding this as a offering and a tribute to those people in my life who fit in the category described in the video. I really thank the supreme spirit to have made me come in touch with you.

Another array of kids beautiful reactions on -ANGELS

I got this in an email today. I don't know it's origins but it is just so cute and honest. I had to pass it along. I hope it brings a song to your heart and a smile to your lips like it did to mine.

I only know the names of two angels. Hark and Harold.
--Gregory, 5
Everybody's got it all wrong. Angels don't wear
halos anymore. I forget why, but scientists are
working on it.
--Olive, 9
It's not easy to become an angel! First, you die.
Then you go to heaven, and then there's still the
flight training to go through. And then you got to agree to wear those angel clothes.
--Matthew, 9
Angels work for God and watch over kids when God
has to go do something else.
--Mitchell, 7
My guardian angel helps me with math, but he's not
much good for science.
--Henry, 8
Angels don't eat, but they drink milk from Holy Cows.
--Jack, 6
Angels talk all the way while they're flying you up to heaven. The main subject is where you went wrong before you got dead.
--Daniel, 9
When an angel gets mad, he takes a deep breath and
counts to ten. And when he lets out his breath, somewhere there's a tornado.
--Reagan, 10
Angels have a lot to do and they keep very busy.
If you lose a tooth, an angel comes in through your window and leaves money under your pillow. Then when it gets cold, angels go north for the winter.
--Sara, 6
Angels live in cloud houses made by God and His
Son, Who's a very good carpenter.
--Jared, 8
All angels are girls because they gotta wear dresses and boys didn't go for it.
--Antonio, 9
My angel is my grandma who died last year. She got
a big head start on helping me while she was still
down here on earth.
--Katelynn, 9
Some of the angels are in charge of helping heal sick animals and pets. And if they don't make the animals get better, they help the child get over it.
--Vicki, 8
What I don't get about angels is why, when someone is in love, they shoot arrows at them.
--Sarah, 7

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

The Ant and Grasshopper story -(An indian context then and now)

It’s an old e mail that someone had forwarded me. Of late I have feeling despair. So much that I ended up writing a few lines about being in despair. Looks like it’s a part of a deeper cleansing process due to 2 attunements in teramai reiki and seichem teacher ship. May be sometime later I may post the poem too, however this story really gives us some food for thought.

Ant & Grasshopper

The Ant works hard in the withering heat all summer building its house and laying up supplies for the winter.
The Grasshopper thinks the Ant is a fool and laughs & dances & plays the summer away.
Come winter, the Ant is warm and well fed. The Grasshopper has no food or shelter so he dies out in the cold.

Modern Version
The Ant works hard in the withering heat all summer building its house and
laying up supplies for the winter.
The Grasshopper thinks the Ant's a fool and laughs & dances & plays the summer away.

Come winter, the shivering Grasshopper calls a press conference and demands to know why the Ant should be allowed to be warm and well fed while others are cold and starving.

NDTV, BBC, CNN show up to provide pictures of the shivering Grasshopper next to a video of the Ant in his comfortable home with a table filled with food.

The World is stunned by the sharp contrast. How can this be that this poor Grasshopper is allowed to suffer so?

Arundhati Roy stages a demonstration in front of the Ant's house.

Medha Patkar goes on a fast along with other Grasshoppers demanding that Grasshoppers be relocated to warmer climates during winter.

Amnesty International and Koffi Annan criticizes the Indian Government for not upholding the fundamental rights of the Grasshopper.

The Internet is flooded with online petitions seeking support to the Grasshopper (many promising Heaven and Everlasting Peace for prompt support as against the wrath of God for non-compliance).

Opposition MPs stage a walkout. Left parties call for 'Bharat Bandh' in West Bengal and Kerala demanding a Judicial Enquiry.

CPM in Kerala immediately passes a law preventing Ants from working hard in the heat so as to bring about equality of poverty among Ants and Grasshoppers.

Lalu Prasad allocates one free coach to Grasshoppers on all Indian Railway Trains, aptly named as the 'Grasshopper Rath'.

Finally, the Judicial Committee drafts the ' Prevention of Terrorism Against Grasshoppers Act' [POTAGA], with effect from the beginning of the winter.

Arjun Singh makes ' Special Reservation ' for Grasshoppers in Educational Institutions & in Government Services.

The Ant is fined for failing to comply with POTAGA and having nothing left to pay his retroactive
taxes; its home is confiscated by the Government and handed over to the Grasshopper in a ceremony covered by NDTV.

Arundhati Roy calls it ' A Triumph of Justice '.
Lalu calls it ' Socialistic Justice '.
CPM calls it the ' Revolutionary Resurgence of the Downtrodden '
Koffi Annan invites the Grasshopper to address the UN General Assembly.

Many years later...

The Ant has since migrated to the US and set up a multi-billion dollar company in Silicon

100s of Grasshoppers still die of starvation despite reservation somewhere in India ...
As a result of loosing lot of hard working Ants and feeding the Grasshoppers, India is still a developing country.

Monday, February 04, 2008

Karmic Blocks and their location in the body and mantra to remove the karma.

Ok people. My last video posts may be boring, but these are really interesting. The speaker in the video is an Indian guru Dattatreya Shiv Baba who apparently is said to be guru of Dr.Wayne Dyer (Author of fantastic books like "your erroneous Zones" and "manifest your destiny")

And this is the second part. Karma is localized in the throat area, Datta teaches the meditation with the Mantra "Thiru Neela Kantum" to dissolve karma that Blocks the Manifestation

Sunday, February 03, 2008

2012-From an Astrological View

In my last post i embedded a video about the metaphysics and the NEW AGE. This one tells or rather tries to prove the theory of 2012 as coming of the golden age from the astrological point of view. Not that i understood much of it...rather i hardly understand any astrologer for that matter..Who keep telling us about THIS planet IN THAT Planets house...I am like HUH..Planets have being ascendant and another going retrograde. Recently one of my friends wrote on the "Mars Retrograde" so i decided to look up as to what the hell Retrograde means ,I mean how can i understand the post if i don’t know the meaning of the title itself .but it was futile .As it turned out retrograde meant planet going in a reverse direction. Indian's call it as VAKRI...I was like WHAT how can suddenly some planet travel backwards..Then it was clarified that it Appears going back when actually moving forward..Hum some crazy optical illusion due the REALTIVE movements of planets..[I do enjoy inserting theory of relativity into something or the other, makes me feel some kind of high and special] however this too was short lived as the guy i was talking about this [Big M i call him, those who have met him will know why] told me it Mathematically appears that they are going in opposite direction. That left me in even more LURCH..MATHEMATICALY...well must be some concept like minus omega..yeah it took me long time to digest about the Negative sign of the angular frequency [frequency is reciprocal of time...but how can time be negative..and if time can’t be negative ..How can frequency be negative]
OK OK ..That’s my left brain over working. So before someone just closes this blog i better give this video. Hope you like it and gives you some HOPE..

Saturday, February 02, 2008

A good metaphysical vedio

Hello . I have been a skeptic and an experimenter in some metaphysics branches. However i have been able to some real commen theme in various form of metaphysics. And all the spititual organisations talking about the NEW AGE or the comming of the Golden Age. so here is one vedio i found about it.hopefully you shall like it.

Friday, February 01, 2008


Iam feeling being looted. I have recently been filling my exam forms and the fees are completly drastic. From what we used to pay in good old days , mere 300 to 500 bucks, the exam fees is like 1045 rs . Thats a whooping increase.And if you are late its a BIG sin to be. Then your fees can go up to as high as 5000 bucks. and if its for both the semesters it can be 10K almost the entire amount of money in a payment. Its majorly so for engineering. seriously its a loot.
And even if the fees are such one can'nt be bloody sure that one will get proper justice. Having myself suffered this twice i can tell you it sucks. The RTMNU seriously needs to look in its working. Afterall if there are communities like "Brave surviours of nagpur university" should tell these people someting.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

another nice one

After a while you learn the subtle differenceBetween holding a hand and chaining a soulAnd you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean securityAnd you begin to learn that kisses aren't contractsAnd presents aren't promises,And you begin to accept your defeatsWith your head held up and your eyes openWith the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,And you learn to build all your roads on todayBecause tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plansAnd futures have a way of falling down in midflight.After a while you learnThat even sunshine burns if you get too much,So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,And you learn that you really can endure...That you really are strong.And you really do have worth.And you learn and learn...With every goodbye you learn. Learning life every day. Falling and rising again. Biggest problem -capable of giving a lot of love and expect sometimes back little bit.i have high dreams to make it big in this big bad world.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

To Blog Again

WOW .August 2006 is the time since I have this blogger account. And I have posted so little. August 2006 to December 2006 itself has something 5 posts and the whole 2007 has gone by and I have like just 6 posts. Means once in 2 months I posted something and that too not necessarily my own views. I was wondering about myself recently. What was the reason I started off blogging in the first place and why didn’t I post anything?
Apart from the lame excuses of “no time” to real reasons like being Lazy or just wanting to avoid the pain my right hand has after the typing , I have suddenly hit upon the truth. It flashed in my mind as I was looking at some old photos in my orkut albums. One of them was a funny T-shirt message saying “Of course I am out of my mind it’s dark and scary in there”
BINGO!! So that was it!! I was just avoiding going back in my mind to think about the stuff that happened. Or the things that touched me or I strongly felt about, or even blogged bout in my mind but never put on paper. This too again seems to have reason. Somewhere I was saying to myself it’s useless to go back and think about the same thing again and put it in presentable form. After all it’s gone and what’s the point of brooding over the same thing. However I was subconsciously using this “being in now practice” as a tool to avoid the issues that could really use up some introspection. WOW how subtly the mind works and avoids the core problems and tries to escape the pain and fear of witnessing something unpleasant inside of our own selves. But now I have decided not to take this path of least resistance and not succumb to the comfort zone of my mind. So I shall first start off with the pending things about which I was going to write. So now I can expect myself to blog more often.